Am I fired yet?

Here is an Animoto I made in an attempt to share a rather awkward situation I recently PUT MYSELF IN, by opening my mouth on Twitter.

Losing my job in 140 characters or less.

Overall, I found using Animoto to be challenging (especially the free version). It was like using Windows Movie Maker, but with less options. I hated how I couldn't change the length of each frame, because it took me a lot of re-configuring to get the "picture" frames to be long enough for the audience to actually read them. At first, the text frames were way too long too, and there is no easy way to fix that like there is in movie maker.

HOWEVER! The limitations did force me to really condense what I wanted to say- leaving out the fun things I might say for suspense and craft, and to really just cut to the chase- right to the nitty-gritty of what I wanted to communicate.

As a teacher, I found it frustrating, but I think students would enjoy using Animoto. It would force them to be brief and to include things that are the most important (you should see my kids with Powerpoint, animations, slide transitions, image rotations... it's incredible).


In terms of my awkward Tweet situation, we'll have to see what the department head of social studies says when he sees it. YIKES! I was only speaking the truth. They purchased this (very) expensive program that no one at my school has even used because we have no clue how to use it. Maybe my Twitter faux pas will lead to some additional PD. It's an unorthodox way to go about it, but none-the-less...

Cyberbullying… an adult perspective

I took a course last semester that really focused on the importance of creating digital citizens, kids who are responsible and kind and who use technology for the greater good! It seemed like such common sense to me, and like something that would be really easy to integrate into my districts’ 4 tribes agreements: mutual respect, attentive listening, right to pass, and appreciations/no put downs. How easy it would be to transfer these 4 agreements online!

Well, a strange medical issue led me to a forum where women could post questions and express their feelings about the issue. I had “lurked” on the forum for years, and knew a lot about the community. They were harsh posters, and extremely hyper-sensitive. But, being desperate for an outlet, I decided to post anyway. Knowing my audience, I tailored my first post on the forum carefully, walking on eggshells to not upset anyone. I simply expressed my anger about the condition and the frustration I was feeling. I was looking to connect with others who had experienced what I had been through and who could relate, I was looking for company.

The first few responses were understanding, compassionate, and inquisitive. And then SHE spoke up. “Uh, I’m kind of offended by how you phrased that,” she wrote. She was referring my feelings of anger about the condition. Of course my intentions were not to offend anyone, so I apologized for making her feel that way, but said that everyone has a different coping mechanism and that mine, at that time, was anger. Well, the flood gates opened. How dare I come onto THEIR forum and make such offensive comments! I was mocked for my comment about coping mechanisms, and one user even said, “oh, denial and stupidity must be a coping mechanism too.” I was heated. My pulse was racing. I couldn’t believe what was unfolding! I had been so careful! I explained my feelings and I apologized for unintentional offensives and was kind in my replies even though I didn’t want to be! Here I am, an educator, working on my master’s degree, being mocked and ridiculed by stay at home moms with nothing better to do. It was both addicting and embarrassing; the back and forth dialogue of their accusations and my defenses.

Eventually I logged off of the forum and vowed to never return. But, the interaction stayed in my head for days. How immature I was to care what a bunch of bullies said over the internet! How ridiculous I was to let it bother me!

But it did bother me.

Not because I cared what they thought, but because I had let keystrokes on a screen affect me. I had apologized for my FEELINGS. I can’t control how I feel! I was angered that I spent much of my time working with kids about not being a cyber bully, and had completely neglected to talk about what to do when you’re the victim. How do you let those words on a screen go? How do you remove yourself from an otherwise addicting debate? How do let it NOT affect you?

I was angry at how uneducated the other posters were on kindness and general politeness, even for people in their mid twenties and thirties. Was this a generational gap of people who were never taught about online courtesy?

The whole interaction, though embarrassing, really made me think about how important it is that we teach kids what to do as victims in an online bullying situation. I needed to contact the administrator for the website. The people being so unkind (though they had freedom of speech) needed to be stopped. The culture of the vicious forum needed to be changed to not award posters for their “honesty” (a contest that turned into brutal and unbridled honesty at the expense of others) and to award them instead for their kindness. It was supposed to be a place for people to discuss the issue in peace and comfort, not a place to be ridiculed. If contacting administrators doesn’t work, well, we need to teach kids to CLOSE the browser and walk away. Find another forum that has a nicer culture. Talk to a friend face to face instead!

Online bullying is a big issue that everyone needs to be educated in whether its’ the bully, or the victim, a college student, a grandmother, or a child.

There's Always Something About a Jacob

            There's always something special about a Jacob. I have had many throughout my career, and each one has been incredibly special to me. Perhaps then, I selected the name purposefully when I was asked to select a "blog pal" for my graduate course. Jacob's blog reflected his minimalist nature- simply and vaguely answering the questions or prompt his teacher asked him to write on any given day. I responded to him in a typical teacher-friendly way, asking probing questions, prompting the use of punctuation because I was "so out of breath" from reading his post. I could imagine the eye rolling from all the way over here in CT.
           Imagine my surprise then, when Jacob responded back to my comments, not just simply thanking me, but fixing his punctuation and enthusiastically asking ME questions back! Did I try the app yet? He wanted to know. I had told him I would try it, and I hadn't yet. I was doing my typical teacher talk. Yep. Yep! Sounds really cool. I'll have to check it out. That's what I always tell the kids when I'm secretly trying to move on to something else. I had to own up to my word. I had to check out this app. Popplet he called it. Something about connecting pictures and being able to add captions and yada, yada, yada. Well, I downloaded it.
           In my real life teaching job, my face-to-face teaching job, I had a PPT today. The student has diagnosed ADHD and no documentation of it, and was really struggling with non structured time, like lunch, recess, specials, etc. As I was talking about him, I began to reflect on the AWFUL experience he had on our first field trip last fall. He was all over the place, talking a hundred miles a minute because he had tuned out the speaker. I was really worried about our up coming field trip this fall, knowing that this trip, which tends to be a little boring, would be difficult for him.
         "What if you give him a job?" My principal suggested.
         "He uses an I-pad," I chimed in, "maybe he can be the photographer for the trip? Like, a journalist, and he can put together a newsletter for parents, all about the trip!" It sounded like a great theory, but I had NO idea how it would be put into practice.
        Enter Jacob and his Popplet app. Was it meant to be? This app was a picture taking app that allows the user to caption and manipulate pictures for a presentation in a format similar to a comic book. It was easy to use and the potential for educational experiences was absolutely there! It was PERFECT for my student's journalism project on our field trip! Who would have thought that a 5th grader from Nebraska could motivate me to download a new app that would impact my instructional practice? Technology rocks!